If we create our own heaven or hell right here on earth everyday, I was certainly living in a hell and jail of my own making! All of my accumulatedbehaviors and mindless choices had led me to a living hell. I couldn’t blame anybody for any of my misery. Not my parents, not my friends, not my environment, not my lovers, not the system, not the man and NO not even the devil! I had to own my life and all the dukkha in it!
Now I am…
“Joyfully creating the positive change in my life.”
As I settled into ownership of my own life, I started to get free. I settled down and began to appreciate all of the things I had taken for granted. I had not used my time, my energy, my brain or any of my God-given resources wisely. Then the fun began when I simply asked myself , “What else could I create?” I started creating fun relationships, spending my time reading, meditating and contemplating how I could be part of something bigger or more meaningful. I started right there where I was and it has been beatuiful.